My name is Eddy Gibson. I was brought up in Whickham near Gateshead and grew up in Lobley Hill and Dunston. From a young age I always felt unloved and did not like life very much. I was a very paranoid person and didn’t really trust anyone. I became a very bitter and angry young man and as soon as I left school, I moved out of my parent’s house and lived by myself for a few years.
It was around this time that I started to get into boxing training as well as weight lifting. I also got married and had two children, Mark and Kylie. I loved them so much, but my paranioa and violent personality got the better of me and my marriage eventually broke up and I was on my own again.
I then started to work as a doorman in Newcastle and Gateshead and during this time I became very violent. Although I was employed as a bouncer to prevent violence, I probably caused most of the violence around me.
I opened my own gymnasium and I was training every day, but I also started at this time to drink heavily and started taking drugs. I was becoming more violent and was getting to be out of control. I absolutely hated life and did not care if I lived or died.
One night around this time I called up to see my mother as I wanted her to wash some shirts for me that were covered in blood. When I went to see her I had a broken nose and two black eyes and when my mam saw me she grabbed hold of me and started crying. She said to me “You need Jesus in your life” I started to shout at her and told her to get off me. I then heard her say “Lord, bring him to his knees so he will listen”. I shouted at her again and stormed out of the house. That was on a Saturday and I was at Crown Court the following Thursday for charges of Actual Bodily Harm (ABH).
Well I was found guilty and sent to Durham Prison. Little did I know but my mam had got her prayers answered. I hated prison, being locked up with two other blokes for 23 hours a day with only a bucket for a toilet.
While I was in prison My grandad died and he was the only person I really looked up to, I loved him so much. I started to think about my life and the way it had turned out and I started to feel very alone. I started to think about what my Mam had said to me. She was a Christian and had been praying for me for years.
Well I was working in the prison with the dog handlers and my job was to clean out the dog kennels. One day as I began my tasks, I started to ask God “God, if you really are there, come into my life and change me”. I went on and on and cried out to God right there in the kennels. I found myself on my knees crying with floods of tears streaming down my face onto the floor. Suddenly I had this great feeling of absolute love and peace that flooded my whole being.
I had never experienced anything like this ever before and a voice inside me said “Edwin, don’t worry, everything will be Ok”. I was smiling, beaming from ear to ear and at that moment I knew God was real and something supernatural had happened to me.
When I got out of prison I started to go to my Mam’s church in Whickham and the people there were really lovely, but I didn’t feel comfortable there, they all had a glow in their eyes and some kind of peace that I was craving for. I had had an encounter with God and I knew that God was real, but as I had lived my life in the way I have described I was still feeling paranoid and couldn’t really change.
I was still drinking and doing drugs and violence was again in my life, I just couldn’t change, there was shootings and stabbings going on around the North East of England and five people I knew had been shot and killed. A lot of my friends were even taking their own lives such was their despair. Funerals had become a regular thing.
I was living with a girl called Christine at the time and I tried to convince her to leave me and would often tell her she would be better off without me, as I really didn’t want anyone close to me. Well she fell pregnant and we had a little girl, Georgia. I was over the moon and I had a second chance of a family life, but there was still this battle going on inside me. I loved God but thought that I was not good enough for Him. I decided I was better off dead, so I tried to kill myself, I took a load of pills and went to bed. I didn’t leave a suicide note and I left no cry for help. I wanted to be dead. Christine found me the next morning and I was rushed into hospital. I woke up three days later. I should have been dead. I was in intensive care and when I saw Christine I went mad with her telling her she shouldn’t have phoned for the ambulance and that it was her fault that I was still alive.
When I got out of hospital and I tried to take my life again about two months later, still feeling that I wasn’t good enough. I pulled through this time because something happened within me. I started to feel closer to God. I was starting to feel loved.
When I got out of hospital I felt that God had done something in me. Christine couldn’t believe the change in me. I felt like a different person, I felt so alive and I realised that God had been with me all the time. He never lets you down.
I didn’t want to live in sin anymore so Christine and I got married and we moved away from Gateshead. We both got baptised and God blessed us with another daughter called Faith. We now have a lovely home and God has done and is doing so much in our lives. Too much to mention, but God has healed me from lots of issues, I haven’t taken any drugs now for 18 years and I am no longer violent, I still lose my temper sometimes, but I’d rather give people a cuddle now, than thump them. I ‘m still human and far from perfect but God is still working in me and I trust in Him more than ever before.
I now attend a church in Ashington in Northumberland called the Word of Life Wesleyan Reform Church, where Pastor Michael and Lindsey Hedley lead the work there. I am learning so much more each day, Praise Jesus, I have been through so much in my life and I would advise anyone reading this to call out to God and ask Him to be Lord and Saviour of your life. It doesn’t matter what you’re going through or what you’ve done, God will help you and transform your life and I guarantee you, no matter what the circumstances are in your life, asking God into your life means that you are a child of God, you belong to His family. He is very real and He loves you.
I would never have imagined me being like this but I would like you reading this to enjoy the same peace in your life. Just repent of your sins and ask Jesus into your life as your Lord and Saviour and watch how great a work He will do in you to transform you for ever.
God made our hearts and only He knows what we need the most and nothing nourishes us like His Word the Bible.
The Word of Life Church are open for all our services again including Sunday Services following the removal of all restritctions. We still do have hand sanitisers in place and mask wearing is optional.
Our coffee mornings have re-opened and our monthly Diner, is open to everyone.
Prayer Meetings are now fully re-opened in the Church but Bible Studies will continue on Zoom until September where we will decide upon which will be the right forum, it could possible be a mixture of Zoom and in church attendance for the Bible Study.
We look forward to seeing everyone again after this tremendously difficult past 18 months. We pray that you will be blessed as you join us in Church or on Facebook live as we will continue with our live stream broadcasts.
God bless. Pastors Michael and Lindsey Hedley
Following our successful bid to gain funding for a post-Covid journey to recovery programme, we are pleased to announce that all of the programmes that we originally intended to deliver are now being delivered in Church. We had to do sone of the courses on Zoom and facebook during the lockdown and while they have been successful, we are so pleased that we can now offer these programmes in person and in Church. The funding from Allchurches Trust means we can deliver English as an Additional Language courses free of charge, healthy living courses combining exercise, healthy eating, and help with debt management, as well as basic computer literacy aimed at people who have been isolated due to having no access to technology to help them stay in touch with others.
This comes on top of the funding sucessfully gained from All churches Trust, for the development of our upper rooms in the church to create a prayer room, better storage facilities and an arts and crafts room that CRE8 are using. This has involved putting in a new staircase to allow better and easier access, a partition wall in the storage room, as well as painting and decorating the area. This has been hampered somewhat in the development by the Pandemic, but is now complete and is ready to to be used.
Praise God for all that He is doing.
It was our very great privilege to attend the launch of Toks (Olaronke Ashiru Gbadebo's) book "Don't Take the Poison", on Saturday 19th September.
We are promoting her book on our website to support her in this work and so the following is a description of the book and there are two links for you to purchase it, through Amazon and Google.
*Don't Take that Poison* is a call for anyone who desires to live a life that pleases God, and who is committed to enjoying the abundant life available in Christ.
The book looks deeply into the issue of offences and how it impacts our lives and our ability to be fruitful.
It provides deep insights into the purpose of relationships and different ways offences can wreak havoc.
You will get answers to questions like:
a) What causes offences:
b) The signs of an offended heart:
c) Effects of harbouring offences:
d) The path of victory
It provides compelling answers to deep heart issues especially those that have been wounded through lifes circumstances and are struggling to let go of the wounds incurred.
The book will help to escape the poison offences brings into our lives.
Our Mission House next door to the Church is available for bookings to stay for 1 to 30 nights. The house is used as a Christian retreat, and we can offer a wide range of support programmes during your stay with us.
From Bible Teaching - various topics - to Worship Leading prayer and a range of other activities.
We are based on the wonderful panoramic Northumberland coastline which is literally 5 minutes drive away, but also have access to the beautiful Northumbrian Countryside and Cheviot hills which are only 30 minutes drive.
Pleas see our Mission House Christian Retreat Section on this website, or visit our Mission House Retreat page on facebook.
Jesus Christ is the same today, yesterday and forever
This is not just breaking news, it is the news from yesterday, today and tomorrow and guess what? It is forever. Hallelujah!!!!!
Contact us at:
Word of Life Church
Wesleyan Reform Union
North Seaton Road, Ashington Northumberland NE63 0AG
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